I've been really afraid that I have autism. I don't have it or think I have it, I'm just afraid that I could have it. I was tested for mental conditions when I was 12 (all I was diagnosed with was anxiety(in the fucking 97% percentile)) and I feel like I should take it again, just to be safe. But if I do have it, what will happen? I feel like I won't be treated like a person. I'll be treated like an autistic person, instead of a person with autism. I feel like wouldn't get a girlfriend. No one at my school would want an autistic boyfriend. I feel like people will only talk with me because they feel like they have to. If they aren't nice to me, they'll feel like they will be expelled from school. Whenever I say stuff, it always doesn't come out the way I think it will. I feel like people will automatically lump me in with the sped kids at my school.

I'm probably overthinking this way too fucking much, but I just wanted to get it off my chest.

About time.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63379828

I made this short story for English class and liked how it turned out. I'm thinking about posting more original works on there. Feedback welcome!

On February 17, 2025, "raxdflipnote" joined newgrounds. He started on youtube, making simple flipnotes based on simple punchlines. I have no problem on his content there. I do, however, feel a little peeved with his content on here. All of his animations are extremely low quality. If he wasn't known before making his account, all of his submissions would be blammed. Take a look at his animation "date night flipnote"

There is basically three frames of animation. Think about it, it's two stickmen yelling into the mic with low quality audio with a background of a line and two boxes. His account isn't even a week old, and (as I'm ranting this) he has 85 fans. 85. Think about that for a moment. Imagine that you spend time working on your craft, I'll use art as an example. You work hard, improving, looking for feedback. Then, you make an account here. You post art once or twice a week. You only get 60 fans. I'm not saying it's about follower counts, far from it. I'm saying that there are underrated artists out there, and someone who makes stickmen with wide ass heads yelling has more popularity than them. Think about that. Newgrounds is based off of quality work, his animations have no right being here. I'm not saying my shit's perfect either, but you can tell some work was put into it.

Final statement

I am not attacking raxdflipnote in anyway. I am not hating on him as a person. I do not wish to start any drama or anything bad. I am simply expressing my concerns about him on this platform. His audience is young, and I'm worried that his audience will flock to newgrounds and flood the site with more insanely low quality work than there already is.

The only people that get treated with respect, no, treated like human beings are the people who use every slur daily, vape when not in school, and are complete dickheads to everyone. But if not being racist, not dying of lung cancer at 35, and being a nice guy is what makes me unliked, then I guess I'll keep it that way.

Go watch it! Now!!!

Ow..... Ouch...... Owie.... My back....

LETS FUCKING GOOOOO! FUCK VALENTINES DAY. I hate valentines day so fucking much. I never celebrate it. There is no reason for me to celebrate it. Valentines Day is about love and relationships. I don't have a girlfriend. I have never had a girlfriend. I always feel like shit and guilty on Valentines Day. I feel like I should have a girlfriend by now. Thank God this piece of shit holiday is over. Can't wait for the site skin to go back to normal.

This is the thumbnail that I'm going to use. Also probably the only preview I'll give.

I was at a family dinner and there was cake there. It was a big cake. That chocolate filling in the middle tasted weird. The camera angle is kinda crappy but it was pretty large. I still ate it all haha.