I made a clock account. The name is @MarshClock. I'll post clock things on there. Go follow it!

Remember in this post where I said I would post videos only on my blog here? Change of plans, I'll post my videos publicly on an alt account. That way, other people can see my vids instead of just people here. I thought it would be better for the channel. I'll make a blog when I post my first video on there.

https://discord.gg/sCFFU49pE4

Join it! I'm still setting stuff up. There's gonna be more features that I'll add. Things to expect from the server:

• Art/Animation (Feedback, WIPs, etc.)
• Game nights
• Discussions
• More!

I'm exited to see where this goes :)

I don't know why really. I just feel embarrassed talking about the games I play and stuff like that. And it's normal stuff like TF2 and Terraria. Whenever I talk about the things I like, I feel like I'm talking too much. Even when I'm only talking about it a little bit. And you might think it's with new people, but it's even with my close friends. My one friend I've been friends with since 6th grade doesn't even know about this account. That'd be something I would talk about, right? Most of the things I'm interested in, I straight up don't talk about. Unless it's something my friends are also interested in (like TF2). And If I do talk about a thing I like, I talk about it way too fucking much. I don't really know how to end this post.

Note: I'm good friends with my friends, even if the way I worded this sounded like they're bad friends :)

If I made a discord server, would you guys join?

The videos I post on my youtube channel from now on will be unlisted. I will post them on here, on my blog. This is so that people can't see the videos from my channel directly, and only on my blog. This is because I'm afraid that people at my school will find my channel. I'm working on a video now so expect that soon :D

God, I love the supporter forum.

How many art did I post? 2

How many animations? 1

I didn't even make an animation, just hosted it.

How many times did I tweak out on my blog here? 4 times.

https://blaketakesthecake.newgrounds.com/news/post/1513458

https://blaketakesthecake.newgrounds.com/news/post/1516561

https://blaketakesthecake.newgrounds.com/news/post/1515496

https://blaketakesthecake.newgrounds.com/news/post/1514891

I need to get better. With posting stuff and keeping my thoughts to myself.

I've been really afraid that I have autism. I don't have it or think I have it, I'm just afraid that I could have it. I was tested for mental conditions when I was 12 (all I was diagnosed with was anxiety(in the fucking 97% percentile)) and I feel like I should take it again, just to be safe. But if I do have it, what will happen? I feel like I won't be treated like a person. I'll be treated like an autistic person, instead of a person with autism. I feel like wouldn't get a girlfriend. No one at my school would want an autistic boyfriend. I feel like people will only talk with me because they feel like they have to. If they aren't nice to me, they'll feel like they will be expelled from school. Whenever I say stuff, it always doesn't come out the way I think it will. I feel like people will automatically lump me in with the sped kids at my school.

I'm probably overthinking this way too fucking much, but I just wanted to get it off my chest.

About time.